looking out at the ice cold water all around me, I can't feel any traces of that other place

Changed my mind about Maths again. I probably won't get an A after all. Apparently the non calculator test was "so easy" that to get an A* will be like 90% and an A will probably be mid 80s. Fuck my life.

Also, as it was easy the calculator paper will either also be easy (pushing the grade boundaries up and out of my grasp) or really hard, to compensate. And I got a list of things that are likely to be in the exam as they weren't in the other one and it's all the stuff I'm shit at. Argh.

I going to be the only one who gets a B. I should never have taken fast track.

Exams are proper pissing me off now. Okay so after tomorrow I don't particularly need to worry about things, GCSE's for this year will be over, but then I have:

a) psychology taster on monday

b) spanish controlled assessment (coursework for GCSE) on friday

c) biology research task (coursework for GCSE) also on friday

d) planning for my TEN HOUR photography end of year that, since the course has recently been changed, will ALSO count as coursework

e) all of my end of years

f) and possibly more science data/research tasks (coursework for GCSE)

It just seems like every time I start to think exams are over they just fling more assessed work at us. I need a fucking break.

Okay okay so there must be something to look forward to right?

Hmm the Saatchi Gallery exhibition I'm going to go to with him in a couple weeks should be good. Got some nice stuff in it like this for example:

Oh and then there's another party coming up in July that should be alright. Quite a few friends are planning on coming to that and what more can you ask for really than a load of your friends, no parents, alcohol and the night? Yeah I should look forward to that.

WHOA, okay, mid-blog my mum just rang me to completely fuck over my weekend plans but oh well oh well, I get to go to the Isle of Wight Festival this Saturday. They have a couple people who should be alright to see; Vampire Weekend, The Strokes, Biffy Clyro, Bombay Bicycle Club and Devendra Banhart should all be pretty good.

It's a shame I have to go with my family though. If my sister even ATTEMPTS to get me to see N-Dubz with her she must be more of a complete retard than I first thought.

Hmm, there isn't anyone particularly good on. What can you expect though, it is the "family" type of festival (i.e. only have a shitload of popular musicians, not ones that are actually good or anything). It's not a completely awful set list though...

I should be more grateful, I just wish it was less short notice, I kind of had plans...

Oh well.