can i make it better with the lights turned on?

Components of my day so far:

-headache

-hunger

-the new Foals album

-reams of blank pages upon which i should either be writing a) revision notes or b) an english essay

-and trying to hide a love bite (unsuccessfully).

I have spend the past... four hours, doing nothing. So. Fucking. Bored.

I want to go out and do some photography but I'm generally feeling rather uninspired at the moment. My next photoshoot has to be on colour. Colour is really difficult. The lighting and fiddling with my DSLR is going to take forever. And I can't wander very far as I have to spend most of my nights revising and doing coursework. My most successful photos are normally in black and white as well. God this is going to make my brain hurt.

Everything in photography seems to rely on being in the right place at the right time. For example, the weather can seriously fuck me over if it isn't willing to comply with my scheduled timetable.

Another thing that's pissing me off is not being able to sing. My cough isn't just a cough anymore, it's full blown bronchitis. How fun for me. Not. I can't sing, like at all, at the moment. And I need to. They're proper getting into this music thing at the moment and pretty much all I have to offer is my singing and now I don't even have that. Ugh,

I really want to be able to fast forward through May and June, maybe July as well. Once exams are over I can start to enjoy myself again. I'm incredibly tense and snappy at the moment and I get tired quite quickly. I can't be bothered to put effort into going running again and stuff that I'm normally passionate about (photography and music) just seems to be another part of my workload.

I'm just snatching at moments where I can forget myself with him and they're getting shorter and shorter as the weeks go by.